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We're back! And summer is upon us. The City of Wind has had almost continual rain for the last week or so, and now that the sun is out, gardens are growing like gangbusters. My little front bed is looking downright jungle-like and some of the plants are starting to seem...predatory. The plants on the back deck are also growing like crazy. Between the mandevilla vines, the morning glories and the sweet peas (all screaming pink this year), I may have to use a machete to get into the garage soon.
I am loving it.
But there are letters. THEME letters, no less, because Father's Day is upon us. Read the originals at Dear Prudence .
1. Ok. This story is tugging at my heartstrings. Really it is. I'm sobbing. You can't see it, but there's mascara pouring down my face (note to self: buy Maybelline next time) at the mere thought of the angst you're putting yourself through for no good reason - er - going through in your tough, tough life. (Yeah. That's it. Tough life.)
To recap. You married your high school sweetheart. (I don't generally think this is a smart idea, but who am I to judge?) You had an affair. (See? This is why you don't marry the guy from high school. Boring. Just sayin'.) You got knocked up. Your husband agreed to raise your child as his own, which makes him a pretty good guy in my books. You got very, very lucky there, you idiot.
So. Now that your son is three, you're killing yourself in terror that he might find out that Dad is not the sperm donor?
SHADDAP!
Ok. We know you're an idiot. First for marrying the first guy that asked, second for having an affair. That being the case, I have to ask...How do you KNOW that the fling you had resulted in your son? Did you have a DNA test? No? Were you having sex with your husband at the time? The letter is maddeningly unclear. Because if you WERE with your husband and your fling at the same time, you KNOW either one could be the sperm supplier right? Right?
Do we have to have the "birds and the bees" talk here? Have you figured it out yet? I know there's no guarantee you have. It can take three or even four kids for some women to figure that out. Oy. It's like talking to a broken small appliance.
Right. This isn't enough of a complication for you, is it? No, you have to keep adding to the drama. You say "I worry constantly about my son growing older and learning about his paternity in some way."
Really? See, here's the thing. I know that if you felt free to write to the Internet lady about this, you've already told every single family member, friend, postal worker, grocery store clerk and all the guys on the road crew that time you were stuck in traffic. There probably isn't a hope in hell that the poor kid WON'T find out, thanks to your blather. No doubt you've solicited the opinion of so many people that one of them is GUARANTEED to tattle on you.
This isn't about your son. This isn't about your husband, who is raising the child that is, in all the ways that count HIS SON. No, this is about an idiot Bibby-Sue who is so desperate for attention and drama that you not only had an affair in the first place, you are now PLANNING to destroy your son's image of you AND the man that chose to raise him.
You can't content yourself with a happy marriage and a beautiful son, can you? Tell you what. Say nothing. Hope that when (not if) your son finds out what an idiot you are, he's already figured that out for himself. Rehearse playing the pathetic victim. By then you'll be an expert.
2. Well, well, well. The one and only Father's Day letter from an actual father! Congratulations! You win...some sort of prize. How about that granola bar that's been riding around in the glove box of my car for the last week or so?
You coach your son's baseball team, so you go to his games. You DON'T coach your daughter's softball team and so you don't go to HER games because....you don't feel like making the effort on a non-coaching night and you just don't understand why your wife thinks you should.
SHADDAP!
I was with the posters on The Fray that were saying that kids are overprogrammed anyway and that parents shouldn't have to attend their every burp and fart for their entire childhoods. I get that. I remember there were times when one neighborhood parent would chauffeur a bunch of kids to a game on a week night and then haul them all home afterwards. Parents get busy sometimes.
What I DON'T get is why you only feel the need to go to your son's games. What is the matter with you? Are you really too stupid to see what you're doing? Maybe you don't think girls should play sports? Maybe you really DO like your son better....
A DOUBLE SHADDAP for you, moron.
Your wife is right. You ARE teaching your daughter that she doesn't matter to you. You ARE telling her that her brother is more worthy of your attention than she is. You claim that you just don't want to be at the ball park every night of the week, but what you're really saying is that the park is only interesting to you is when your SON is there.
I really don't care what you're telling yourself. You might even think you're telling the truth. It's still an utter and unmitigated bullshit excuse for ignoring your daughter's accomplishments, though. Nobody is telling you that you have to go to every single event both of your kids have for the rest of your natural life. That would be nuts. Your kids can handle a lot of things without you and they should. They need to learn to be independent at one point.
But this is nonsense, right here. If you keep it up, keep ignoring your daughter in favor of your son, you're going to create a can of worms that will live on for both of them for the rest of their lives. Your daughter will learn that you can't be trusted. She will also resent her brother. She may do some pretty stupid things to get your attention, which I'm predicting you'll respond to by letting her mother handle it.
Eventually, though, she'll give up. She won't hassle you any more. She won't go to you for...anything. Why should she? It's not like you've ever shown that you give a damn about her. Nope. You'll have your peace and quiet one day, and no one will nag you any more. You won't ever have to deal with your boring daughter again, ever.
Prudie advised you to volunteer to coach your daughter's team next year. That would be the smart thing to do, as well as going to some of her games this year. But you won't do that, so I won't go there.
How do you like them apples, Daddy-O?
3. Here we go again. Hi, Marsha the Martyr! How's it goin' there? Yup. I see you STILL don't have a life! That's what you were aiming for though, right?
SHADDAP!
Oh boy. You have three teenagers, and you divorced their father when they were young. You say, "I...decided to sacrifice my personal life to make up for the loss of their father."
Ok. You chose martyrdom over a life of your own. I get that. It's about three generations too late to classify as "normal" in any way, but we can start there. How have your children "lost their father", though? I know he's not dead. You say yourself that they've been in constant contact with him throughout their lives.
No, visitation is not always fun. It doesn't sound like your ex exactly covered himself with glory as a parent, either. Planting three kids in front of a television all weekend is not what I'd consider good parenting and most people would agree with that. The fact that they don't want to visit him any more makes perfect sense. Why go over there indeed?
Ah, but you "cherish the time (you) have alone when they're with him." Again, makes perfect sense. Being a single parent is no walk in the park. You DO need some alone time once in a while.
You know what I'm hearing here? I'm not hearing that the idiot you were smart enough to divorce hasn't been the best parent in the world. What I'm hearing is I gave up my life. I need some private time. And the corker ( I LOVE this one), "Now I'm worried that in my old age, when they're stressed out, they'll put me away."
Really? Seriously? Instead of encouraging them to talk to their father and rebuild that relationship, instead of offering to go with them and help them open the conversation, instead of setting up an appointment with a counselor so that everyone can talk openly, all you care about is your "naked with ice cream time"!? You selfish jerk! I'd worry too, if I were you.
Get a grip, woman. If you don't take some control of the situation and PUT YOUR CHILDREN FIRST, for once, you won't need to worry about them putting you in a home. They'll leave you to your eternal whining and moaning and not even notice when you have to take yourself to the nursing home.
Here's what you need to do.... Talk to your kids. Get laid. Talk to their father. Get laid. Visitation may have to change - take care of that. Get laid....
See, if you have no life of your own, and I can see you don't, then your kids won't ever learn what a normal life is like. They won't learn what relationships are supposed to look like. They'll either be doormats like you, or lazy assholes like their father. And YOU are the one that chose to let them think that's what life is supposed to be. THAT is the biggest crime of all.
4. Oy. Again with the stupid questions. What is the world coming to when people can't give a simple, one-word answer to a stupid question? If anyone knows, please tell me.
Dear old 70-year-old Dad wants you to write a glowing testimonial that is designed to guarantee him a constant supply of fuckable chicks from the Internet dating site. Even though you say he's treated you and your family badly, even though he has "psychological issues" and even though YOU SAY "...there's a reason he's single" you think you should do it?
Your "reason" is classic, too. You don't want to hurt his feelings!
Hahahahahaha! OOOoooooooh stop it! HEE hee hee hee hee! No really, you're killing me here! HAHAHAhahahahaha! I mean it, I have to pee!
SHADDAP!
Try "no", dipshit! Unless you WANT to see him with some unsuspecting woman because you just HAD to help that loser?
Quite up to your usual form, Ms Messy. I am glad that the theme didn't give you an attack of the vapours.
ReplyDeleteWhat do you make of Mrs LW2? I don't see how this could be their first disagreement along these lines, unless this is the first opportunity their son has had to be a participant, in which case LW2 might not be beyond redemption. What he's been doing in the last four years might have been useful to know.
I wish I'd asked you to give a special mention to the Monday questioner whose cousin specified that his partner was not invited to her son's wedding and still expected him to send a gift. There would not be much real point in slapping her around - she might just take it as a badge of honour - but it really was incredibly feeble and wet of him to be willing to doubt himself simply because of her outrageous behaviour when she'd already made it clear at his own commitment ceremony that there was no appeasing her. At least he might have been able to derive some benefit from a little Messyanic attention.
Ugh. That cousin. Yuck. I don't know what's more irritating about that letter, that the bride wouldn't allow the partner to show up at the wedding or that the cousin actually needed to ask if he should go alone and bring a gift.
ReplyDeleteNo. If you are part of a couple and someone invites ONLY ONE of you to an event, the correct thing to do is decline the invitation. Period. No debate there. This comes up all the time with the whiney "I don't want my stepmother/father to come to my wedding!"
Tough cookies, darlings. You NEVER get to invite half a couple to anything, ever.
The vapours? Me? Oh I just don't think so, do you?
The most damning part of LW2 is that he doesn't even offer up an argument *against* sexism, which he's obviously been accused of since he put it in his last line. No claim that he thought it would be easier for his daughter's team to find a coach, or that he hoped a woman would coach to give her a strong female role model? He could at least pretend like he plans to give her some extra time on the weekends to make up for it.
ReplyDeleteIt's like it doesn't even occur to him that pouring all of his parental energy into his son and taking his downtime out of his daughter's schedule isn't a perfectly reasonable arrangement.
He seems to think that his kids in general are just too much of a time commitment, doesn't he? What did he think having kids was all about, anyway?
ReplyDeleteI think this is at least partly a case of the Most Entitled Generation getting smacked upside the head with the realization that kids are work, life isn't fair, and you just don't get to have as much fun as you did in college ever again.
Hi Messy, please don't be so hard on single parents. Raising kids alone is very very hard. Kuddos to the LW for doing it, and yes, the amount of sacrifice this calls for is quite amazing. Been there done that... That mom needs a break!
ReplyDeleteSingle parents? I have every respect for single parents. It's not easy to be a single parent in this world. The Cool Niece is living testimony to how fabulous my best friend is. That kid is kind, polite and smart. She is altogether the best behaved kid I've ever seen at that age.
ReplyDeleteHowever - the LW, while apparently managing to raise three competent and relatively bright kids, has a martyr complex that makes Mother Theresa look like a pantywaist. I have no doubt at all that she spent her kids' entire childhoods making sure that they knew about her "sacrifices" and how hard her life was ALL BECAUSE OF THEM.
That I have no patience for. Her attitude sucks. The most successful parents (not even necessarily single) have the attitude that now is the time to get on with the job. No point whining. It's not like that helps.